Friday, September 21, 2012

Helping to Lie


There once was a nobleman who liked to tell lies, but sometimes he got stuck.  Once he wanted to hire a new servant.  When one came to offer his services, the nobleman asked him if he could lie,

“Well…” he said, “If I have to, then, it’s got to be!”
“Very well!  I sometimes get stuck telling lies.  Then you will have to help me.”

One day they were in an inn, and the nobleman was as usual telling lies. “Once I went hunting and I shot three rabbits in the air.”

“This is not possible,” said the others.
“Then you better ask my coachman, to bear witness.” he said. 

They brought him in.  “Johann, listen, I have just been telling these gentlemen about the three rabbits I shot in the air. Now you tell them how that was.”

“Yes, sir!  We were in the meadow, and a rabbit came jumping through the hedge, and while it was jumping out, you shot and it was dead.  Afterward, when it was cut open, there were two young rabbits inside.”  Of course the others could say nothing to this.

On their way home the nobleman said that it was well done.
“Well, sir,” said Johann, “the next time you tell lies, try to keep out of the air.  On firm ground it will be easier for me to help you.”

Of lately, I had been through some heartache caused by my own foolishness—my age-old naivety to easily believe whatever others say rather than believing what my heart says.  Since small I can’t tell very well between lies and truth.  So my hubby and son often make good fun out of me with their cheeky jokes.  I have tendency to believe what others say in face value, then, I would agonize over days and nights, sometimes for years, when my expectation of others to follow up their words-to-words fails miserably.  I thought I become better by now, but no…I was not any better at all even after all these years…I still fall for their words while ignoring what my heart is whispering inside…in the end, I made a fool out of me…

A skywalker…that was what one psychic lady used to describe about me years ago.  Too much cheap words and unkept promises are all over in the air…sometimes I get teary when I can feel the weights of those lies and deceptions…and yet, after one class of Yoga, affirming the firm ground under my feet, I am still  an optimist of our higher nature rather than a pessimist to stay stuck by our lower nature.

And yet, I become sad…whenever I come across with ingenuineness…Maybe I needed to do more Yoga to ground me down…